At long last,
my heart opens
to You once again.
So many days,
I was lost and alone
in the desert.
Seeking and searching.
Talk, talk, talking about You
in endless discussions and
debates and tirades.
I was fooling myself, God.
I was not looking for You.
I was using You.
I was using the discussions
ABOUT you, to avoid being
One WITH You.
I was hiding from You, God.
I was hiding from myself
by wrapping myself in
all your words and symbols.
And then you began to sing
your song of Love to me.
And I began melting back into You....
..... into thy Grace.
